what will I do...

what am i going to do if i am free...
free to go anywhere...
free to do anything...
free from wife, baby, family, work and others...
i am thinking...
what will i do???
maybe i will just take a bag some money and go on to a trip...
not sure where i will go...
most properly go for a backpack trip...
alone...
alone, with more personal time...
can relax myself...
relax my mind...
make me out of the circle of all these things...
out of all the things in my head...
no more headache ahhhh...
but, can i???
hahaha
no chance anymore...
just think and wont be any action...

my baby girl

My baby girl..
after having my baby girl...
for me, another step of my life started...
a lot of my routine in my daily life change...
just because of her...
life with wife also not changing so much compared to the baby we had...
from a very outing guy to be more sticking to home guy...
really unthinkable...
now already nearly 1 1/2 year old...
time really passing so fast...
only can say...
big change in my life.............

my mind

what is in my mind???
actually a lot of things...
all of them keep on turning in my head...
turn and turn...
i also blur la...
personal things, family things, company things...
wah...
this is life...
what to do...
live to be tortured???
live to be what???
really...

better be blank blank rather than blur blur...
hehehe